Paul, I love reading what you write and you have been a big help and inspiration to me on my own writing path. My jaw was hitting the floor as I read this. First up - I'm so glad you're OK and have put things back on track through your own strength of character and the help of your friends. Second - this shows how fragile all of our "normal" lives are. Third - despite what happened on the other platform (vocal?), you will get there with the full-time income thing. You're too good a writer and too resourceful and determined a person not to get there. And third - this was a cracking read! Like a thriller!