Really good read, Suzan. I went through a similar exeperience. I left and it took a long time to recover. I felt like a failure but I now realize I was trying too hard. I would do it totally differently now - you have skilfully expressed a lot of the issues I faced, and the behaviours I would now adapt to do it better next time. Thanks.
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