Yes, I agree, this can be an incredibly frustrating place. Sad to hear what happened with your therapist but I hope in time, it will all be for the best. You have to be able to express yourself honestly - isn't that the whole point of therapy? So it does seem odd that she reacted so badly to your honesty. I'm sure in time you can find another person / way that can help you more. I can understand why you would quit Medium. You'll be missed but you must do what is right for you.